ON Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 9:46:00 AM
hello!...yea, i'm tired again and iie tink yr 2010 curse is to cry before an exam...stupid ttm larx...i'm soo not gonna let tis thing affect my studies anymore...seriously ew tink iie don't feel sad tat iie can't concern about some1 mehx...but wat cn ew expect from a person tat hardly even talk much about personal life at hm?...iie suck at communicating wit any1 maybe except for some of my frens la... iie wanted tO concern about ppl but iie can't tink of any words to sae...cause when iie need ppl tO concern about mi, who came and helped mi?.?...all iie had was my bolster and if my bolster is a living thing, it might be died by now cause iie will strangle it tO death...
if it's about studies, maybe iie cn sae afew words but other things iie don't knw how lei...ew want mi tell them " just strangle your bolster and cry till your heart content and ew will be fine the nxt dae"...tat will be dumb, but it's effective to mi =D...hhahas...iie seriously don't need ppl to help remind mi how lousy iie am, it's freaking demoralising, and can't ew see tat i'm trying tO improve my communication skills...apparently, it wunt be tat easy cause during BL camp and Oct fest, 1 of the senior keep asking mi tO speak up more cause for a BL i'm tOo quiet already...betty and yunlin felt lyk quiting tat CCA but i've neva thought of tat at all...wait until iie cn talk more or even scold ppl right at their face, then only iie will tink of quiting...hahahas...
no1 is perfect in tis world, every1 are bound tO hav an imperfection in their life...it's either ew accept who they are and try tO change them for a better or just get out of their life cause they don't need ew...so yea, since it's exhausting so ther's no point continuing it...no offence, but if my instinct is correct, iie tink the person got read my blog de...hehehe...iie knw iie will sound real bad but iie knw everything from the beginning to the end lehx...so in other words, ew don't hav to tell mi cause iie already knw...hehe...thank you very much, iie really appreciate it =D...tsk, but it's really very irritating cause you're so easy to read!...yea, and iie tink you're starting tO tink tat it's not worth it anymore, so let's not waste each others tym...yea, i've spoken out my mind, so tat's it for tis topic...bye ppl =D