ON Tuesday, September 14, 2010 @ 7:00:00 PM
I'M SO TIRED!!!...ok, accounting test is tOtally cmi, after tat went j8 tO buy fingerfOod for awhile...yea, lyk i've said i'm tired already...lyk duh~ iie cried for 2 daes larx and the worst part is while doing test tat tym also feel lyk crying...LOLx...iie don't want play lehx and i've already gort the answer tat iie wanted sO ther isn't any more reason tO play lehx...hahas...iie shall sae the real secret which i've neva tOld any1 including z.y...keeping it to myself is really mentally killing myself...5 yrs ago, ther's tis gal which iie knew for 1 yr+, iie thought we will be close frens for ever, but 1 dae, she and another fren suddenly sae bad things about mi...at first, iie thought they are just joking around but it gOrt worst and worst...lyk throwing key on floor and asking my another fren ask mi go pick up and stuff...so iie will start tO tink wat hav iie done wrong...and no matter how angry and upset iie am, iie neva tell anyone, all iie did was crying at hm...1 dae, iie really cn not take it already, sO iie ask a malay gal tO be my councilor and read all the things tat i've written on the paper...but the nxt dae, my close fren suddenly ask mi out tO talk...and i've found out tat the malay gal backstab mi and told her everything...nvm, so iie use the chance tO ask her why she did all those thing...hahas...how iie wish she said she dislyk some part of mi instead, the answer she gav mi was " play play only lohx"...wow seriously thanks, tat playing gave mi a scar tat cn not be heal even nw...the irritaing part is, the nxt dae, iie acted lyk nth happened and iie smiled to the maly girl and said "eee, wat kind of councilor are ew sia"...IDIOT rite!!! iie add salt tO my own wound sia...T.T...so the main injury is being backstab and betrayed one after another from the ones who ew thought ew cn trust...after tat incident, iie neva trusted any1 but myself and i'm scared tO talk tO ppl from then on...i'm scared tO get hurt again...lOlx...yea, nw ew knw why iie always neva talk to other ppl lehx...but nw ther's 1 person tat iie cn trust, which is z.y...hehe...lov ew!!!...sO ppl, see, even tis type iie alsO neva scold or sae the person, sO wat makes ew tink tat ew cn actually make mi gO crazy?.?...but sometyms iie really wish i'm childish enough tO find trouble instead of keeping everything tO myself...ow and sry for making use of the situation tO look for the answer...tat is, joanne gO round telling ppl about it but none of them betray her or backstab her and they even supported her...so it shows tat not every1 is cn not be trusted tat kind...once again, sry and thank ew very much cause it's seriously tym tO throw away the past lehx...but having said tat, my heart is still aching nw...urgh! damn, z.y, pls lend me your shoulder tml k...it's really very xinku sia...k, no more liao...bye...
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