ON Saturday, September 4, 2010 @ 10:28:00 AM
helLo!!, todae whole dae at hm do same thing so todaes' post is my random stuff...ok , iie shall share 1 of the stupid things tat i've thought of doing before, since it happened so long ago...tat is i've thought of attempting to suicide before lOhx...Lolx...so pathetic rite?.?...iie told z.y tat iie went carpark to cry before, but iie didn't sae tat part cause lyk so throw face larx...ok, ppl had been saeing tat they want to be lyk me, and tips to be who iie am nw , is to experience major heartache one after another for example lyk, stead break wit ew, when the wound haven even recover yet, ur love ones suddenly descended....after tat, your family everydae keep saeing ew lazy, deaf, or even mute and start nagging at ew, frenz treat ew lyk invisible and provided tat ew are the type tat don't tell ppl how ew feel...ew seriously will feel sick and tired of tis world and want to end it as quickly as possible but tis are past stuff, nw iie every shit also tell z.y and christina lehx =D...hahas...suicide really need alot of guts cause at first ew thought just jump only jiu die liao...but when ew lOok dwn and estimate wher ew are going to land, ew will start to hav 2nd thought and seriously ew will feel the word called "fear"...hehe...ofcause iie didn't jump or else iie wunt be here and my guts ain't tat big....i'm not tat stupid to jump cause iie still hav alot of things haven even do yet so i'm gonna live until iie see my grandchildren marry...Lolx...ever since tat dae,iie start to keep learning things lyk piano, Japanese language and other stuff until nw, it makes my life more meaningful tat kind...i'm not gonna waste my life just whining about stuff but i've to prove to myself tat i'm doing the things tat iie want witout regretting it...hehe...shocking rite?.? iie tried to end my life before...i'm such an idiot!!!...i'm soo not gonna think of doing tat again...hahas..bye bye ppl, cya tml =D...ow yea, pls wish mi luck for tml tOo =)
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